Blackmans Diary - Diary of a poor black Milwaukee Screwup.

Ok so I got obsessed but for the 1st time ever... Slowed my flow.
Thank ya Jesus.
Since TV changed for a illogical reason emotional scenes have been stronger. Stuff that made me a little bit sad on regular tv made me unusually sad on DTV.
I was obsessed so i thank GOD for taking the wheel, but I never stop doing me.
I almost hate to put myself on the radar sharing this with nobody (I hate this sometimes I never hate) God smarter than me and I owe him all.... so use me Father.
I broke free of my obsession and coasted But while it had me i ran accross some nutzy stuff I can't explain but i will ask for help anyway. This puzzle is decent hard for me to turn away from. I have had my faith (worldly is all) put in doubt on stuff I know I know.

You ever think how awesome GOD is beyond the biblical? What I mean: He know everybody heart. He know that plenty people are Marks
He know that plenty people are treacherous
He know that plenty people are situational and are just seeming like friends until the right situation comes along and activates their sinful natures
He know that plenty people are liar and cheats and hypocrites and murderers and thiefs and demons But he still put a plan in place, from day one of us failing and turning to sin, to redeem us and give us the chance to save and repair the only thing we have that is worth something..... ....Our Souls. And by the way that plan included JESUS. And I kinda feel like he gave us all the chances in the world to do it ourselves but we failed, miserably, humanly, completely. (Babel, Sodom) I am so convinced we are incapable from a Human aspect at success. Get JESUS. No other way to success. Maybe Tomorrow... ...will come. Goodnight Facebook & Twitter & this blog