This mandela Effect has caught me up like Heroin. Devil Bait!!!

Ok so I got obsessed but for the 1st time ever... Slowed my flow. Thank ya Jesus. Since TV changed for a illogical reason emotional scenes have been stronger. Stuff that made me a little bit sad on regular tv made me unusually sad on DTV. I was obsessed so i thank GOD for taking the wheel, but I never stop doing me. I almost hate to put myself on the radar sharing this with nobody (I hate this sometimes I never hate) God smarter than me and I owe him all.... so use me Father. I broke free of my obsession and coasted But while it had me i ran accross some nutzy stuff I can't explain but i will ask for help anyway. This puzzle is decent hard for me to turn away from. I have had my faith (worldly is all) put in doubt on stuff I know I know. Examples: Life is like a box of chocolate (I know it say that) Interview with A vampire. (I read that at least 3 times) The scarecrow on wizard of Oz has a gun now. #NoBull Hitler